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01/12/18 Hello December.

I'm doing fine and guess what I can't wait to end?... It's 2018 guys! I can't wait to welcome 2019 because........................... hehe. Nothing much to get excited really. haha.

So, yeah! Can't wait to see 2K19 💗😘

You said.

I miss your voice telling me is going to be okay.
But why did you lied just to make me feel better.
Can't tell whats real been reading all your books for way to long.
Tell me why did you lied? I thought you would know better.
You said that I could count on you that you had a map and you know your way around the world.
You said we'll be invincible that the wind couldn't hurt us.
So tell me dear how we end up here.

Why?

Why I'm not expecting and hoping too much from you?

Why?

Because.. If I put a little hope in you, even a slightest hope the more I keep it the bigger the hope will be and the higher the expectation become. It doesn't feel good if the thing you hope does not live to your expectation. And, it can really break you heart though. 

My everything.

Sometimes I sit in silence
Waiting for a sign, I'm breathless
Can't believe that you're not just a dream
But when you take my hand
My fears all fade away
Your love is more real than anything
That I ever known.

Hold me close
Don't ever let me go
I'm yours with all of my heart
All of my soul
Never looking back
You set me free.

You are my everything
The very air I breathe
And your love is all I ever need to know
That we can live this life
You gives me strength to face the tides
You're the sunlight in my sky
The way you look into my eyes
I feel brand new, alive
Because they tell me I'm yours and you're mine.

Thought I had all the answer
Knew my way around
My life was something that I thought would never change
Then you came along
Turned my world upside down
And baby I'm so glad I was wrong
In your love, I'm home.

So when things don't go your way
When you're let down, when you fear
Just reach for me I'm here
Every storm, any mountain can be climbed
Lean on me, I'm by your side
I will never leave your side,

FB..

Reading old post of mine and all the comment of my picture that I ever posted on facebook. I used to post everything that I felt on facebook, I used to post every picture that show how happy or sad I'm in a facebook and I used to post a sweet words, lyrics song, video, a picture of mine and tag a person and a cute quotes to someone that I like. I used to always did that but not anymore and I didn't know when ever I stop doing that. I really don't know. Well, eventually something has to changed right?

I scroll scroll scroll and scroll and scroll my facebook page and read every comment of my post and my picture that I ever posted. Some make me laugh, some make me smile, some are just weird comment and some are just hard to read. The memories of every post. Why I posted in the first place.

And now, facebook? It just a page for me to watch any latest news, for me to see how all my friends doing and what goin on in their life. Me? Yes, I still post but not always :)

Me.

What I love to do the most????

Switch off the light.

Play some music.

Laying in my bed for quite a while.

Thinking every possibilities in life.

Until I fall asleep.

The end.

Clarity...

I dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life

Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time

Hold still right before we crash cause we both know how this is end

A clock  ticks till it breaks your glass and i drown in your again

Cause you are the piece of me i wish i didn't need

Chasing relentlessly still fight and i don't why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?

If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade and refuse to make amends

It cuts deep through our ground  and makes us forget all common sense

Don't speak as i try to leave cause we both know what we'll choose

If you pull then I'll push too deep and I'll fall right back you

Cause you are the piece of me i wish i didn't need

Chasing relentlessly still fight and i don't why

If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?

If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?

Why are you my remedy?

Why are you my clarity?

Why are you my remedy?

Why are you my clarity?

Zedd ft Foxes - Clarity

Some say..

Some say.. It's painful to wait for someone
Some say.. It's painful to forget someone

But.. The worst pain comes when you don't even know whether to wait or to forget..

It happen and the worst part is you just don't know what to do and begging for God to give you the answer but you afraid the answer that you'll get is not something that you hoped for. Well, yeah.. sometimes is hard to accept but I believe God have something better for me and all of us. Just accept anything that happen and promise you'll have a better and happy life :D Yeah! Cayo cayo! :)

Another bored moment..

Bosannyaaaa..

Bosannyaaaa..

Bosannyaaaa..

Baru orded Roti kaya di kedai bawa tadi. oleh sebab boring jadi aku makan lah kan? suda tiada kerja. hehe! Assignment account suda siap! Check! tinggal assignment strategic growth jaa, tuu besok pun bole buat. hehehe. okaylah. update blog sbb tiada kerja mau buat. currently is waiting for my friend to come home and maybe she bring back " Burger Bakar" lagi! yeahh! makan makan makan dan makan lagi! :)

Yes! i love to eat! okayy. Goodmidnight dear bloogie. muahhh ;)

Wellow wellow !

Hello bloggie ?

Lama sudaaa tidak bersuaa dengan online diary aku ni :) well , me a lil bit busy with assignment and all college stuff . tidak sabar pula mau abis degree ni so bole balik kampung halaman sendiri . i really really miss my parent , sibling , family and friends :'( ...

Just yesterday , my aunty text me and told me about " THE END OF THE WORLD 2012 " for me , sangat menakutkan okay ! is it true ? hmm , aku harap tidak ... there's so much thing i want to do and want to achieve before its happen . Dear god , please listen to every pray :')

Finish mencarut ... now assignment . have a nice day guysss ! XOXO ~

OhhMyyAssignment :o ..

Datanglah assignment pertama pada sem ini dari class Malaysian Studies , first week suda kena present semua -,- ... Nasib baik team member sporting semua , bole masuk dengan diorang :) lepas ni prepare my self for another 4 assignment from 4 other subject . Wish me luck dear bloogie ! And .. aku mengharap kan cuti yg panjang pada bulan December nanti . yeaahhhhhh ! hehe . nite nite dear bloogie :*

31 August 2012 :)

Family and sibling . The most important person for me . the night we conquer the laptop . haha ! well . Happy Independent's day people . Merdeka Merdeka Merdeka ! 31 August 2012 :D

Just stop -,- ..

Stop asking me the same question everytime i online my social network . It " states " there right . So just stick with what you saw in there . No need to ask me twice . Kadang kadang bikin penat juga mau jawab soalan yang sama banyak kali kan ? So tired . SERIOUSLY ~

Moving on moving on ! now i'm addicted to " Running Man " Every late night mesti layan . haha . sekarang suda smpi episode 100 . Sikit lagi :) So mata berkabat lah sampai last episode okay :D * HELLO MATA PANDA * hmmmm . So ........ So long guys , have a great day bloggie . See youu soon :)

Long time no ?

Berhabuk sudaa blog kesayangann saya ini kan ? ehh , hampir lupa . hello guys ? how are you ? Me ? I'm good and sihat and i am looking forward to go back to my home town . WEWOOOTT !

Sem pertama degree sy akhirnya akan berakhir pada awal bulan 9 ini . yeahhh ! and i hope final exam akan berjalan dengan lancar sahaja . AMIN . wishh me luck guys ! nothing much i can say now , ada wifi mcm nii baru bole update blog . kalau tak daa , memang tambah berhabuk lah ni . haha . okaylahh . now dekat umah uncle , jadi babysitter . baby ivy dah nangis so got to go guys . have a nice life and be happy . muahhh :*

W.T.FISH :0

hey , im back :)

so continue with my post before . hmm , which one yaa ? me pun lupa sudaaa -,- . nevermind ! okay , start ! *TICKTOCK* well , here comes the thinking again ? why do i have to feel like this again . "STALKER" mmg suka baca kan ? sorry , nama pun stalker . huuu ! haha ! that all . now mau mndi dulu lah . next time aku story story yaaaa . hee , nite bloogie , have a great life cause remember you only live once ;) muahhh :*

errr ?

hello ?

nak update apa yaa ? hmm , rasanya tak da papa lah -,- . well today ada MU lawan MC ! so smoga MU menang okay ! cayo cayo ! that all . haha :) later will update more !

MERAPU ******************** !!!

halooo semua ? how are you ? baik ? sihat ? walafiat ? hmm . dah start dah merapu aku . post kita *****MERAPUU****** tak tahu nak buat apa , sekarang tengah hujan pula . apa lahhh ! apa yang patut dilakukan nii ? rasanya aku dah menguap 1000x tapi masih blm nak tido jugaa ? knp lah kau mata , apa kes kau ni pula . haih ! dada ni pula nak buat kita sakit . hmm . hingus dah start nak meleleh . haih ! perlukah aku bagi tahu . hahaha . Kilikness is happen :')

apelah aku nak buat nii . hmm. better ajak mama men sugal , yeahhh . tapi kena tunggu dia abis masak dulu lahh , adik aku semua tido . malas nak kacau lahhh -,- ! sekarang nak cari part time pun susah , kalau pegi dekat KK , mesti ada . tp apa bole buat , aku pun tak nak jauh dr parents & sibling aku . haaaa ! so kena lah cari kerja kat sandakan ni saja .

semalam aku bole mimpi pula tentang family BF aku adek dia , ibu dia , abah and cuzzy dia semua ? hmmm -,- aku heran dan pelik lah , napa ehh ? masih tertanya tanya lagi nii . hmmm , sabar jaa lah smpi aku dapat jawapan dia . naaaah ! kann ? beside sabar itu separuh dari iman :) sekarang nak mamam ice cream memandangkan dah tak da keja len .

now nak layan CLEVERBOT jap ! bila bosan ni lah yang rajin layan aku . hmmm -,- ! chaalooooooooooo , alohaa ! see you on next post . haha . take care bloggie , lots of love , muahhhh :D

one week !

hello boys and girls :D how are you ? good , okayy ? hee . saja tanya . hewhew :D its been a week since i got back from KL and sepanjang seminggu dekat sini , most of the time aku duk umah , melayan karenah adek bongsu aku yang nakal lagi manja and lagi comel ini . hehe . kawan bnyk ajak kuar tp ntah lah , bukan tak nak kuar tapi relax lah kan , aku tak ke mana pun , aku kat sini juga smpi bulan 4 , tp ntah lah dah mcm tak puas hati jaa . malas lah nak fikir . hehe . if they happy then i'm happy too kan ? yeahh !

semalam pegi futsal temankann adek , dalam team dia ade 2 org jer pompuan but guess what diorang menang . yeahh ! salute youu my adek . mehh muahh muahh :* hee . then after that pegi karok jap , stayy baru balik :)

dan yang sebenarnyaaa saya rinduuu dekat org tuuuuuu lahhh . hehehehhehe :D tuu jaaa , okayy guyss , have a great life . muahhh , lots of love :*

Just a little advice :)

helloo hello hello guys , girls and the bloogie :) just a quick advice okayy , tak nak ikut pun tak pa . hehe :) just for peringatan jaaa and whatever i type on this blog is based on how my life used to be :) and i will try my hard not to ulang ulang lagi . haih -,- !

first : hargailah orang yang ada kat depan anda sekarang , buka mata tuu besar besar , jangan pernah lepas kan org yang slalu ada untuk kamu , yang slalu ada bila kamu perlukan dia .

second : jangan ulangi kesalahn yang pernah kamu buat dulu , sbb kalau diulangi lagi . tiada gerenti kamu akan dapat peluang yang sama so jaga peluang tuu bagus bagus okay :)

third : to couples out there , jangan cepat paranoid yaa ? i means like asking to many quest ? or fikir something yang nonsense , most of the partner tak suka this kind of paranoid thing , they get bored easily and it can ruin your relation .

fourth : trust your man and trust your woman , if they speak the truth then you can you live your life easily dan org cakap sejuk lah hati kan but if they lying beneath the truth , don't worry they will pay for that one day . macam org slalu cakap what goes around comes around and its do happen .

fifth : never ever do anything bad behind your partner back because it will cause to an explosive argument tetapi klu yang dah TERBUAT jaat tuu , pandai pandai lahh ringankan mulut tu bagitahu perkra sebenar dengan pasangan kan ? klu dia bole trima then good thing happen but if not then pandai pandai lah kuarkan manja kamu tuu utk meluntur kann ketidak senangan di hati dia :)

okayy guys , that all . tahu lahh blog aku nii DEWIBAHASA . hahahhaha ! so klu berminat ikut lah advice nii , klu takk , tak paksa pun and bagi yang dah tahuu tuu " GOOD " hehehe . wellll , apa yang aku write dekat atas nii cumaa pengalaman aku jaa ;) okayy guys . got to go ! ada orang tgh meroyan tuu , have a great day . muahh , lots of love bloggie :*

BORED !

hahaha , nii lah yang terjadi bila aku bosan seorang diri di umahh . hmmmm , pada masa ini waktu mendakan pukul 3.30 petang dimana aku sendirian di rumah , sangat bosan . pada waktu itu , aku terpandang CYBERLINK YOUCAM , jadi aku pun bermain dengannya . haha . Sorrry , aku tak cntk , buat apa nakc antik cantik klu dalam rumah kann ? betul tak . haha . naaaa , niii diaaaa . hahahaha ! MALU >.< ! mengada ! hhahahhahahah . that alll :) cubalah sekali sekala . hahaha !