Trust issue?

Yes, I have trust issue. I don't really believe in people anymore. Why? Because they give me so many reason not to. They show me why I shouldn't trust them.

Why?

Why I'm not expecting and hoping too much from you?

Why?

Because.. If I put a little hope in you, even a slightest hope the more I keep it the bigger the hope will be and the higher the expectation become. It doesn't feel good if the thing you hope does not live to your expectation. And, it can really break you heart though. 

Me.

What I love to do the most????

Switch off the light.

Play some music.

Laying in my bed for quite a while.

Thinking every possibilities in life.

Until I fall asleep.

The end.

Change..

It always comes to the point that I have to change too make my self happy.

" I can and I will, just watch me. "

No regrets. No looking back. No more emotions.
Just lesson learned.

hmmm ..

Mau cakap salah tapi ndak cakap pun salah juga. hmmmmmmmmmmm. I don't know what to do anymore lah. I don't know if i should keep it silent or tell it. Baru jaa ada problem datang lagi satu problem! hidup hidup! Kadang kadang pandai penat juga sy bahh :'( hmm. Its okay Nenny! Cayo cayo! Be strong! You can do it! 

Nenny can do it! Nenny is a strong girl! Nenny, Lets smile smile smile smile! I'm a happy girl ^^~

Conclusion : Sot suda c Nenny ni. hoho!

The broken ones ..

I know they've hurt you bad

Wide.. The scars you have

Baby let me straighten out your broken bones

All your fault to me makes you more beautiful

I can't help it

I love the broken ones

The ones who need the most patching up

The ones never been loved enough

Maybe i see a part of me in you

The missing pieces always try to fit in

The shattered heart hungry for a home

No.. You are not alone

I love the broken ones

Yo don't have to drive

With your headlights off

It's a pocket knife not a gift from God

Don't you learn of love from the love they kept

I will be your anchor slowly

Step by step

I can't help it

I love the broken ones

The ones who need the most patching up

The ones never been loved enough

Maybe i see a part of me in you

The missing pieces always try to fit in

The shattered heart hungry for a home

No.. You are not alone

I love the broken ones

Maybe we can rip off the bandage

Maybe you will see it for what it is

Maybe we can burn this building

Holding you in

I can't help it

I love the broken ones

The ones who need the most patching up

The ones never been loved enough

Maybe i see a part of me in you

The missing pieces always try to fit in

The shattered heart hungry for a home

No.. You are not alone

I love the broken ones

I love the broken ones

I love the broken ones

I love the broken ones

I love the broken ones

Dia Frampton - The Broken Ones

" Hurt me with the truth don't comfort me with a lie " ..

It seems a lot of people would rather be comforted with lie than risk the possibility of being hurt by the truth. i see this a lot in personal relationships. When hearing the truth, people often turn on the defense and deny, attack or shift the focus somewhere else.

Truth or lies? The truth could hurt more but lies definitely hurt a lot longer. As for me i want the truth so i can deal with it.

Some say..

Some say.. It's painful to wait for someone
Some say.. It's painful to forget someone

But.. The worst pain comes when you don't even know whether to wait or to forget..

It happen and the worst part is you just don't know what to do and begging for God to give you the answer but you afraid the answer that you'll get is not something that you hoped for. Well, yeah.. sometimes is hard to accept but I believe God have something better for me and all of us. Just accept anything that happen and promise you'll have a better and happy life :D Yeah! Cayo cayo! :)

Another bored moment..

Bosannyaaaa..

Bosannyaaaa..

Bosannyaaaa..

Baru orded Roti kaya di kedai bawa tadi. oleh sebab boring jadi aku makan lah kan? suda tiada kerja. hehe! Assignment account suda siap! Check! tinggal assignment strategic growth jaa, tuu besok pun bole buat. hehehe. okaylah. update blog sbb tiada kerja mau buat. currently is waiting for my friend to come home and maybe she bring back " Burger Bakar" lagi! yeahh! makan makan makan dan makan lagi! :)

Yes! i love to eat! okayy. Goodmidnight dear bloogie. muahhh ;)

Having a hard time ..

All i can say is i'm having a really hard time this few weeks . Sabar lah Nenny :') ! Gonna moving on . Gonna prepare for my presentation for this weeks , just hoping everything will went well this december . Amen . 

Sooooooooo ~ have a great day blogger and enjoy :)

OhhMyyAssignment :o ..

Datanglah assignment pertama pada sem ini dari class Malaysian Studies , first week suda kena present semua -,- ... Nasib baik team member sporting semua , bole masuk dengan diorang :) lepas ni prepare my self for another 4 assignment from 4 other subject . Wish me luck dear bloogie ! And .. aku mengharap kan cuti yg panjang pada bulan December nanti . yeaahhhhhh ! hehe . nite nite dear bloogie :*

at 3:00 am

Still i'm not sleepy . haihh ! ini semua salah adik aku c nobina ni , dah tahu aku dah lelap pastu nak kejut bagai ! rupanya dia minta teman pegi dapur sebab nak makan , nasib baik aku lapar . LOL ! Disini aku nak cakap " Thanks to sandakan my hometown sebab berjaya menaikan berat badan ku " Saya sangat gembira . haha ! well , its been 2 days i'm here , i have such a great time with my family and hanging out with my friend , they make me happy and its fun here . Anything ? hmmm . Now i will force my self to sleep sebab esok kena bangun awal lagi . ada plan ! wewooott ! okay guys , have a great life and enjoy . goodmidnite ! muahhhhh :*

Get a life lah -,-

Hmm ! tertanya tanya perempuan ni apa hal lahh agaknyaa ? Aku sendiri pun tak tahu lah mana sources kau dapat story pasal aku . benda yang dah lamaaaaaaaaaaaa buat apa nak cakap cakap balik , kau dah ada hidup kau sendiri , kau dah ada kebahagiaan kau sendiri , jaga lah yang kau ada ni sekarang , tak payah nak ungkit hal dulu lagi , tak payah nak ambik tahu , tak payah nak post benda pasal aku , stalk my social network and everything lah , just take a really good care of your own life , okay ?! Seriously , apa yang kau buat tuu mmg annoying , even aku tak knl kau pun , i still think benda yang kau buat tuu mmg immature . jangan sebab hal dulu buat kau sakit setiap hari , kalau kau tak belajar lepaskan hal dulu tu smpi bila pun kau tak kan bole move on . Yes , kau bole jaa cakap yang kau dah lupakan semua tp the real deal is you don't ! So girl , get a life , make your self happy and don't disturb other's life okay .

Kalau rasa still tak puas hati , you are feel free to see me . luahkan semua benda yang kau simpan ketat ketat tu -,- , faham ?

APOLOGIZING ?

Sorry but it's not hurt me anymore , i think i do feel something for a moment but wait no i really don't feel anything . hmmmmmm , i just wonderingg and wondering and keep wonderingg ;)

HELLO :D

heyy guyss ?

so tired aleadyyyy :'(

mmg payah nak up date skin blog nii kann ? payah sangat tauu !

tp klu berusaha , hasilnyaa jadi cantik lahh kannn ? heheheheh :D

mcm blog aku nii , aku hiaskan selama 5 jam kot , dok m'hadap lappy

jer keje kann ? mata , kpala , bontot semua sakit . HAHAHAHA !

okayy lahh , aku puas hati dengan skin baru aku nii , sangat okay :)

klu korang rasa tak lawa , tak paa lah , after all hours kann ?

cehhh cehh cehh , mengade pula aku . HAHAHA . okay lahhhh .

sekarang masa aku nak take a nap pulaaa esok harus bngn pagi pagi ,

sebab kena jaga booth apa semuaaa . LATER OKAY peeps ?

hehehee , SYS :D

GOODNITENITE ♥

suka hati aku lah kan ?

okayy firstly , AKU RASA BENCI DGN KAU sekarang !

esok lusa tak tahu lahh pulaaa kann !

this is about someone that i call friend or a sister ?

sedap sedap jaa dia mau ckp hal aku dgn org len kann , smpi tak tahu lahh org yg dia cite semua

benda tuu , dah benci kat aku kaahh or takkk ! BIARLAH , malas nak fikir okay -,- !

hal aku , hal aku lahh kann ? hal kau , hal kau lahhh kann ?

yang smpi msuk cmpr hal org then cite kat org len napaaa , haaaaa !

tak tahu hal yg sebenar but still nak cite or maybe kau sebar kat org kann ?

hal kau , aku tak pernah pun masuk campur or terhegeh hegeh or what gituu kann ?

bole bezakann dr hal sendiri dgn hal org len ? bole kann , mustahil tak bole kann ?

kau tuu dah besar , dah tahu fikir lagi tuuu , tak tau lahh klu kau saja buat NOOB kann !

hari ini mmng FULLBLAST sakit hati dgn kau okay .

nasib baik , aku sudaa tauu mcmana kau sebenarnya kannn ? thankyouu so muchh okay :)

P/S : today definetly HATE , later don't know yet !

thank you sister :)

TODAY : 29th SEPTEMBER 2011

♥ FORGET IT IN THE MORNING ♥

hey peeps ?

how are you ?good ? not good ? any emotions ? HAHA .
kidding .okay , tajuk utama pada hari
ini is " FORGET IT "
yeahhh , Forget It In The Morning Means ?
Terlupa Bila Pagi Menjelang . HEHE .

okay lahh , mcm nii maksudnyaa , everytime aku ada problem pada
hari tuu kan , x kira lahh problem APA PUN kannn yg melibatkan
perasan whether aku sedih kahh ? mara kahh ? kecewa kahh ?
stress kahh ? frust kahh ? tp pada keesokkan harinya aku bukan
terlupa okay ? tetapi semua yg aku rasa semalam itu , mcm dah
x de pape walaupun PROBLEM tuu x selesai lagi . HAHA .
bukannye aku x de persaan tauu , tp bnde dahh jadi kann ?
drpada aku trus trus sedihh or mara ker kann ? better aku happy
kan diri aku . lagipun klu bukan aku , sapa lagi yg nak
GUMBIRAKAN diri or hati aku nii . betul x ?

Daripada aku fikir sal perasaan yg x tentu nii , baik aku ENJOY ?
kan dahhh HAPPY GO ARBBIE . YEAHH .

Tapi ada satu masalah jer nii yang betul betul buat aku x
senang duduk klu x SELESAI SELESAI jugaaa .
ANSWER IS : FAMILY PROBLEM .

Tuu jer lahh masalahnya , yg lain okay jepp . HAHA . tp klu aku
ada masalah punn , sape pun x kan tauu punyaa lahh , sbb aku x
critakann ? and aku rasa durang pun x nak tauu lahh , sapa lahh
aku nii kann ? muka aku nii confirm mcm x de masalah , len
lahh klu dgn sesiape yg bermasalah dgn aku kan , klu
nampak muka aku mesti dah lenn :P

umm , so aku nii bukan jenis yg x da perasaan tauu tp klu
aku buat diri aku fikir sal problem tuu , aku sendiri juga
yang susah kann ? betul takk ? okay lahh , itu jaa lahh for
today , papa hal nanti akan aku kongsi lagi .

THANKYOU :D

TODAY IS : 19th of JULY 2011

♥ B L A N K ♥

ohhmylord , confused with everything :') x tauu lahh apa dalam hidup nii , semuaaa nya kacauuu . huhuhu . nasib baik lahhh LIFE , kena survive klu ndak , mmg DIE DIE sudaa kali . hehe . apa apa jakk lahh kann ?

yg penting enjoy LIFE . haaaaaaaaaa . 

colej pun satu jugaaaa , buat sakit kpala jaaa :( klu tahuu mcm tuuu , bagos x yaahh pegi tadiii , benci lahhh , registration for student pun susahhhhhhhhhhh , macam macam .

LIFE ENJOY ^__^ FOR NOW LAH !