I Will Go To You Like First Snow.

Before I held you I didn't know
That the world I was in was this bright.

I reached you with a small breath of life
It's a love that called out to me fearlessly.

I liked it so much
Watching over you my heart fluttering
Even when I ridiculously jealous
All of those ordinary moments.

In the dark eternity and in that long wait
Like sunshine you fell down to me.

Before I let go of you
I didn't know that the world I was in was this lonely.

Pretty flowers bloomed and withered here
The season of you will never come again.

I started to become greedy
I wanted to live with you and grow old with you
Hold your wrinkled hands
And say how warms my life is.

It was just on blessing
After that short counter
You cried like the rain.

I wanted to be happy for once
But that made you cry.

Forget everything and moved on
Because I will go to you
When you breath call out to me again.

Someday we'll meet again
It'll be the happiest day
I will go to you like the first snow.

Surat Cinta Untuk Starla.

Ku tuliskan kenangan tentang
Cara ku menemukan dirimu
Tentang apa yang membuatku mudah
Berikan hatiku padamu

Takkan abis sejuta lagu
Untuk menceritakan cantikmu
Kan teramat tinggi puisi
Tuk menyuratkan cinta ini

Telah habis sudah cinta ini
Tak lagi tersisa untuk dunia
Kerna telah ku habiskan
Sisa cintaku hanya untukmu

Aku pernah berfikir tentang
Indah hari tua bersamamu
Tetap cantik rambut panjangmu
Meskipun nanti tak hitam lagi

Bila abis sudah waktu ini
Tak lagi berpijak pada dunia
Telah aku habiskan sisa hidupku
Hanya untukmu

Dan telah habis sudah cinta ini
Tak lagi tersisa untuk dunia
Kerna telah ku habiskan sisa cintaku
Hanya untukmu
Untukmu hidup dan matiku

Bila musim berganti
Sampai waktu terhenti
Walaup dunia membenci
Ku kan tetap disini

Bila abis sudah waktu ini
Tak lagi berpijak pada dunia
Telah aku habiskan sisa hidupku
Hanya untukmu

Tlah habis sudah cinta ini
Tak lagi tersisa untuk dunia
Kerna telah ku habiskan sisa cintaku
Hanya untukmu

Kerna telah ku habiskan sisa cintaku
Hanya untukmu.

Thoughts.

I used to think that loving someone is easy, like you fall in love with him and that its, the loves continue.. but its not. The process of being in love is really hard and complicated. You have to deal with jelousy, understanding, argument, lies, truth, heartbroken, reality and a lot of communication.

The truth is the hardest part of being in love is breaking up. Its not really easy as it thought. What I believe is the cure of breakup is find another person so that you can forget your ex's and so you can't really feel and think of the past pain from your past relation. But, that doesn't seem to work sometimes. Even if you are in a new relationship and your mind and heart still belong to the past one, you still can't be happy in your new relation.

Well, all you can do is give sometime to yourself. Time is the cure. Find something in your present partner, the good thing in their self for example like "they won't hurt you like the one before " kind a thing. And hold on to that.

But, if he going to hurt you too. Don't worry girls.. there still a lot of men outhere which you can find or found that will not hurt you they way the other did.

Can't forget.

Hmm. Somehow, I just can't forgot the sentence/chat/comment that I saw on 5th sept. I wish I didn't see it. Hmm. Everytime I close my eyes, the words out of nowhere just POP!!! in my head! Gosh! Can I just have memory surgery?

I remember it, A tears fall down. Everytime.

Did you feel me? Honestly? Hm.

Hmm.

I don't know why but I feel alone.

Maybe?

Maybe you were better off without me.
Maybe I am better off without you.

And maybe we are better off without each other. Who knows? Maybe.

Someone ..

" Someone who really loves you sees what a mess you can be, how crazy you can become, how moody you can get and how hard you are to handle, but still wants you in their life. "

No one..

No one one i can count on to right now. There's no one..

As time goes by..

It's like this..
I will forget starting from now on, you are just like a person i haven't met. Even if we meet in the future, our paths will never be crossed. I'm fine and i already forgotten. I am happy in this busy world. Love is like this... It fades away after some time. It will be forgotten by people.
Speaking of love... There will be others coming, it will surely be like this. Even if it hurts now, as time passes the wound will be healed.
It will be always like this, it will be forgotton eventually.

Wellow wellow !

Hello bloggie ?

Lama sudaaa tidak bersuaa dengan online diary aku ni :) well , me a lil bit busy with assignment and all college stuff . tidak sabar pula mau abis degree ni so bole balik kampung halaman sendiri . i really really miss my parent , sibling , family and friends :'( ...

Just yesterday , my aunty text me and told me about " THE END OF THE WORLD 2012 " for me , sangat menakutkan okay ! is it true ? hmm , aku harap tidak ... there's so much thing i want to do and want to achieve before its happen . Dear god , please listen to every pray :')

Finish mencarut ... now assignment . have a nice day guysss ! XOXO ~

Go to KL ...

Hello bloggie . based on my title ? will back to KL on 9th September 2012 . Belum puas cuti lagi ni -,- ! belum puas spend time sama orang orang kesayangan aku :'( its okay , tggl setahun lagi di sana . cayo cayo Nenny Nelson ! Tumpukan perhatian sepenuhnya pada study . Mana lagi referal exam . hmmm . okay nahh , sediih pula blog pasal mau balik ni . nite bloggie :D

♥ SHOUT my FEEL's ♥

eeeeee , tetiba nak shout feel pula kann ?
HAHA , x paa bukan slalu punnn . bosannya malam ini
my BEBE pegi men futsal pula , br ingat nak ajak dia jumpa
japp , rinduuulahhh :')
tapi x paa lahh , FAVOURITE sport dia kann ?
wishhh him veryy luck in his Futsal tonite , CAYO CAYO :D

ummm , agak malas yaa duk umah semenjak x da class nii
tp klu bnyk class kuat pula aku mengadu . sillly mehh ?
but serius lahh , sekarang sngt sngt boring okayyy . nak
swimming , hujan pula di luar tuu , mmg terperuk lahh kat umah
jawabnyaaaa . rasanya nak turun kedai bawah jap , nak
mamam ice cream lahh , nak ikut takk ?
HAHA :D

haha , post niii untuk saja jaa , tak daa motif yg len punn .
hanya untuk buang buang waktu yg bosan nii
BLOG jaa lahh tempat membuang bosan di kalbu ini
HAHAHA , ayat mcm ' H ' :P

TODAY : 15th AUGUST 2011